In Part Five of a recent series that I posted in The Southern Yankee entitled Maybe Thomas Wolfe Was Right…Maybe You Can’t, I stated the following:
Being an expatriate is not an easy matter. Unless you truly have the soul of a nomadic vagabond, you are always torn between where you’re from and where you are. And being an expat for an extended period of time complicates this matter still further, because you are always a foreigner where you make your new home, no matter how integrated into that society you might become. But when you return “home”, you find that you are seen as a foreigner there too, or at least as a sort of prodigal son, who no longer has a right to call that birthplace your home.
So many times I’ve had people say to me,
you left so you have no right to an opinion. Or, you’ve been gone so long that
you no longer think like us. Or, you don’t even live here, so what
the hell do you care about this or that. Little do they know that no matter how
accustomed and “at home” you might become in your chosen environment, the
“homing instinct” that reminds you constantly of “where you came from” never
goes away.
But then again, while the place you’ve
adopted becomes the place you are familiar with on an everyday basis, your
place of origin becomes an image frozen in your mind and heart. It isn’t, then,
a daily recording of reality as it happens, but a sepia snapshot of how it used
to be, in an era that now only comes alive in your mind, but that no longer
exists as it was. It’s only through daily contact—whether virtually or in
person—that you can hope to have a clear vision of “home” as it is now, and
not, as the song goes, just “visions of what used to be.”
This is, in a nutshell, the theme
contained in a new book of non-fiction stories that I’ve just published
entitled, precisely, Visions of What Used to Be. Fellow Buckeyes will
recognize the title as a line from the traditional Beautiful Ohio Waltz,
the original chorus of which goes:
Drifting with the current down a moonlit
stream,
While above the Heavens in their glory gleam,
And the stars on high
Twinkle in the sky,
Seeming in a paradise of love divine,
Dreaming of a pair of eyes that looked in mine.
Beautiful Ohio, in dreams again I see
Visions of what used to be.
Adopted as the Ohio State Song, the
lyrics were modified in 1989, but the version above was the original, penned in
1918 by Ballard McDonald.
I felt the title was fitting and proper,
since the Ohio, and indeed, the Wapakoneta that live on in my memories no
longer exist. I’ve had more than one self-imposed mission in my nearly
half-century career as a journalist and free-lance writer. But not the least of
these is what I’ve tried to achieve in writing this book—namely, to seek to
capture, as sincerely and authentically as possible, the era in which I grew
from childhood to adulthood.
When (if) you reach my age, it can be a
stark realization to find that from your salad days in the sixties and
seventies—which still seem like “only yesterday” when I recall them—to the
present is twenty years longer than the period from World War I (which we
considered “the olden days”) to the year of my birth, four years after the end
of World War II. And it’s only thirty years less than the period from the end
of the Civil War until the year of my birth!
It’s little wonder, then, that young to
middle-aged people of today would find it hard to fathom what it was like for
us growing up, and growing to maturity, in a world without personal computers,
smartphones, credit cards, the Internet, the World Wide Web, cable and
satellite TV, Netflix, MP3 (and 4), hybrid cars, e-books and Wikipedia. Lifestyles
and technology—technology that vastly affects our daily lives—have so changed
over the course of the past half-century that people in their twenties and
thirties must ask themselves “how we lived” and “how we didn’t die of boredom.”
Tell them, by way of response, that we
had radio, hi-fi, black and white and later color TV (three or four channels
seemed like plenty), land lines (which we just called telephones) at home and public
phone booths in the street, libraries and bookstores, movie theaters, savings
accounts, manual and “modern” electric typewriters, gasoline that cost as
little as twenty cents a gallon, World Book and Encyclopedia Britannica,
and they look at you as if you were speaking in Martian.
As a writer, then, I’ve always felt it
was my pleasant duty to document those other times, in the most personal way
possible, not as an historian, but as a story-teller. Because if those times
now only live in the minds and hearts of the survivors of my generation, then
one of my literary missions should be to collect and transmit those memories to
others, so that they live on, rather than dying with us when our time comes. And
that’s how this book was born.
It is currently available on Amazon in
both print and e-book formats:
The print version of the book will
shortly also be available for purchase in Wapakoneta at Casa Chic, State &
Local, and Image Masters.
I hope all of you enjoy reading it, and
I look forward to hearing from you, whether here or on Facebook.
2 comments:
Then I've read several of your blogs now I really like them especially since I'm also from Wapak,Ohio and just a few years older than you I hope by the way you were still surviving and it seems you are. I've commented few times and just to let you know I am the grandson of oMorris and Ines Butcher, your childhood looks. I'm binge reading your work now and much enjoy. I do have family still living in Wapak and just visited there recently(quite sure on days you were just there.
Dan glad to read your blogs I always enjoy but you enjoy it I'm also a native of wa Ohio and relative of owners of the old Buckeye resort we have talked before nice to hear from you
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