Tuesday, December 22, 2020

OH TANNENBAUM!

 I haven’t had a Christmas tree in years...decades actually. Part of living far from your own family, and far from your adopted family, and of being a hermit by nature is that traditions kind of go out the window.

Virginia, my wife, always spends Christmas with her family in Buenos Aires, a thousand miles from here—here being Northern Patagonia in the Andes Mountains. We never travel together. We have lots of pets and our place to take care of, and we never leave them alone. If I’m gone, she’s home. If she’s gone, I’m home. So I plan my visits back “home” to the US for other times of the year, which is okay by me, because I always rent a car and like to get around while I’m back Stateside and the weather in December in my native Ohio and surrounding states is usually a bitch at that time of the year. It’s not for nothing that the old saying about Ohio’s four seasons is that they include Almost Winter, Winter, Still Winter and Construction. Or that the roads in Ohio are always better in winter because the snow fills in the potholes. Where I live now, at the other end of the world, June, July and August are a lot like that...and sometimes September...and sometimes October too.

The last time I was home in Ohio for Christmas was 2005. It was not a happy time. My younger brother had just died. The best gift I got was the bottle of good whiskey my eldest nephew gave me. I finished it in under three days in my hotel room while arranging to have a headstone done for the place where my sister Darla and I scattered our brother’s ashes. But it was still nice to spend the Christmas season with my sister and her family and with my Aunt Marilyn and hers, as well as with all of the other cousins and friends that had time to meet up with me and share a drink or a meal. And their Christmas trees and gift exchanges and special Christmas meals and old traditions reminded me of all the Christmases past from my childhood and youth.

There was a time back in Buenos Aires before Virginia and I moved further south that we always had a Christmas celebration with her family and often with some of our friends as well. When I was first in Argentina, people didn’t put up trees and, in general, Santa Claus wasn’t “a thing”. More fittingly, since it was usually ninety in the shade in Buenos Aires at that time of the year, which is like late June in the States, kids got their gifts on January 6th from the Three Wise Men, also known as the Magi, to celebrate the Feast of the Epiphany. This is the Christian holiday that commemorates the visit of the Magi to the Christ Child in Bethlehem and the physical manifestation of God to the Gentiles. 

Instead of leaving out Christmas cookies for Santa, children left out grass or hay and water for the Wise Men’s camels and their shoes instead of stockings in which to receive gifts. Gaspar, Melchior and Balthazar—most kids had a favorite among the three and Balthazar seemed to be particularly popular. Christmas itself was more a time for people to get together and feast, drink and make merry and then to go out on their terraces and balconies to toast the birth of Jesus and each other, and watch the skies over the city light up with fireworks and high-floating paper lanterns. Of course, pets all over the city were terrified and the burn and eye hospitals did a swift trade resulting from injuries sustained in the inexpert use of firecrackers and Roman candles, and the ERs always got more than their usual share of gunshot wounds from people who’d forgotten to buy fireworks discharging pistols and rifles into the summer’s night sky over the crowded city while practically everyone was sitting out on the terrace having Christmas Eve dinner al fresco because it was too hot to all be cramped up inside the houses. But it all seemed like fun at the time.

Anyway, through the Global Village process of mass communications, and what Latin American leftists have always referred to as “cultural colonialism” and what Latin American right-wingers have always referred to as “the ‘foreignization’ of national culture”, Santa Claus started coming to town in Buenos Aires and other South American capitals, looking quite hot and sweaty in his Nordic garb, and people started doing what they saw in the Hollywood movies and dubbed TV series—putting up artificial trees, stringing lights (inside rather than out), buying and displaying ornaments and often doing the gift exchange thing on the evening of the twenty-fourth, depending on the family and their economic status. But the traditions of food, drink and fellowship remained intact and local in their tastes and the northern imports always felt a little strained and out of place, if fun too..

This year, due to the COVID pandemic, I won’t he “home alone” for Christmas. Virginia won’t be able to travel to see her brother and sister and nephews and cousins and friends in Buenos Aires. It’ll be nice to have her here and we’ll probably celebrate the way we celebrate every day, grateful for where we live in the forest and everything we have. But I can’t help but feel bad for her because her older sister is aging and very ill and under the constant attention of a live-in nurse and his two assistants and I’m sure that she wishes that she could be there rather than here.

As I say, it will be good to have her here, but I’ve never been miserable like some people would be if they were left on their own at Christmas time. My Christmases for the past twenty-odd years have always included work, projects, writing and time in the woods. This year is no exception.

But they also include remembering Christmases Past. Not whole days, perhaps, but sparkling flashes.

Christmas trees were a really big deal in our family back then. My Grandpa Murel and Grandma Alice lived in a tiny house and since they always had the whole Newland Clan over for Christmas Eve, they had to economize on space. So my grandmother always had a tiny tree—more of a conifer shrub—that sat on a table under the front window, surrounded by a sparkling fake snow sheet, on which all the gifts were laid. Small though it might have been, however, the little tree was always beautifully decorated with glass and metal ornaments, candy canes, brightly colored lights and shiny silver foil “icicles”.

At Grandpa Vern and Grandma Myrt’s place, where the whole Weber family gathered for Christmas lunch on Christmas Day, there was always a very full-size tannenbaum loaded with ornaments, many of which held special significance for my grandmother—some that she’d inherited that were very old, some that we grandkids had made for her growing up, some that her four children had given her over the years and still others that had graced her Christmas trees for decades, from back in the days when her family had been growing up on tenant farms and her now grown kids had been little and helped her string beads and popcorn to flesh out the decorations. It had to be a special kind of tree. Vern insisted. He said he chose the species to make sure it “wasn’t one of those that’ll be nettling the hell out of me while I’m settin’ it up.” So no Scotch pines or Douglas firs for him. He always looked for a nice long-needled spruce or white pine. And he knew where to find them, and just about every other kind of tree, since he was the superintendent of the local cemetery and did all the landscaping himself. They were always full, perfectly conical and quite tall, topped by an antique angel whose story I never knew.

Whitie always claimed he “liked a real tree”, and was disdainful toward people who spent a fortune on expensive, flashy artificial trees. But knowing Whitie, who was about as careful with a dollar as anybody could get, I figure it was more about economy than aesthetics. Reba Mae, however, also always favored a natural tree while we kids were small and it wasn’t until we grew up and moved out that she ignored Whitie’s whining about the expense and bought herself a fake, but quite lovely tree.

If Whitie really “liked a real tree”, however, it was hard to tell it from his attitude about buying them and setting them up. The whole Christmas tree routine seemed to trigger the worst elements of his obsessive-compulsive personality. If Reba Mae bought the tree it was never up to his standards—the “damn thing” was crooked, flat on one side, full of brown needles, too short, too tall, not full enough or just plain ugly. So she started making him go along to pick them out. And that was enough to drive a person crazy because he was perfectly capable of going to wherever the Christmas tree place was on a given year and one by one go through every single tree to ensure that he was getting the most tree for his money. But even then, when he got it home, he would suddenly find that this one was also too tall, too short, too flat, too thin, off-center or whatever.

I recall vividly a year when Reba Mae’d had enough and said she thought it would be “a kind of nice sort of father and son thing” for Whitie and me to go pick out the tree together. I must have been nine or ten at the time and Whitie really didn’t have much use for me since our personalities couldn’t have been more different. So it was a time when my mother was always trying to find ways to push us closer together. But I suspect that, in this case it was because she just couldn’t face another year of Christmas-tree shopping with Whitie and found a guilt-free way of getting me to stand in.

She sprang this on my father during supper as soon as he got home from work and he grumbled that he didn’t really feel like “getting into the goddamn car again and going back uptown.”  So Reba Mae suggested maybe we could “drive over to the fairgrounds and buy one from the Boy Scouts.”

“The Boy Scouts!” Whitie cried, as if my mother had suggested buying a tree from a terrorist organization. “They’re always higher than hell!

So Dad and I climbed into his ’52 Chevy and drove uptown to the grocery store of his friend and fellow local merchant Elwood Chesbrough. It was a nice grocery store on the far east end of the main drag over the B&O Railroad tracks. This year Mr. Chesbrough had a truckload of pines leaning against the building outside. Winter days are short in Ohio and it was already dark out, but Mr. Chesbrough had the outside lights on and there was a streetlamp that illuminated the side of the building. “See there, Danny,” Whitie said. “Boy Scouts my ass, Elwood’s got some real nice trees here.”

We went in and Whitie and Elwood shot the breeze for almost half an hour, before Mr. Chesbrough finally said, “So what can I do ya for, Whitie?” and my father told him we wanted a Christmas tree. “Take your pick!” he said. And out we went.

It was bitter cold out, and now there were snow flurries in the air. I right away looked at the first tree in line and said, “This is a nice one!” To which Whitie said, “Nice?  Damn thing looks like it died of blight.”

“How ‘bout this one?” I said, grabbing a needly bough and giving it a squeeze. But Whitie was ignoring me since my first choice had demonstrated me to be lacking in Christmas tree criteria. So for the next forty minutes or so, I mostly looked up at the streetlamp to watch the flurries drift down and jigged around to try and keep from freezing while Whitie meticulously went through every tree against the wall, standing each up and inspecting it from all sides, then discarding it before moving on to the next one until he’d been through them all and then going back to some that he’d discarded before. Eventually, Mr. Chesbrough came out and said, “So’d ya find one?”

“Hell, Elwood, I dunno. How’s this one?”

“Why don’t we ask the expert?” Mr. Chesbrough said.

“Huh?”

“Your boy.”

“Danny?”

The grocery store owner looked at him like, “Hell, I don’t know. Is that his name?”

“It’s really pretty, Dad!” I said making myself sound enthused so we could get out of there before frostbite set in.

“What do you think, Elwood?”

“I’m with the boy, Whitie. Best tree out here.”

So after a bit of wrangling over the price, Whitie finally shelled out and we were off for home with our beautiful pine.

Of course, when he and my mother got it screwed into the tree-stand...it was too tall, flat on one side, sitting skewed, etc., etc., etc...

But one of the Ohio Christmases I remember best was the year I turned eighteen and my sister Darla was home for Christmas break from college and she and I did our Christmas shopping together. Once we’d finished, we went together to what was a great bar back then in our small Ohio town of Wapakoneta, a watering-hole called Meinerding’s. The place with the wonderful name was only open for twelve years but in that time it and its owner, Ralph Meinerding, developed an almost legendary reputation. In a town where the bars tended to be male, Ralph’s place attracted the middle-aged to younger set of both sexes and combined cheap draft with delicious bar food.

Ralph himself was a small, gentle guy who usually had the stub of a cigar chomped in his jaw. A good family man who was known to like gardening, wood-working, making intricate doll-houses and a good game of euchre or sheephead if he could find one, Ralph was always kind and friendly. But he kept a bruiser of a Viking-looking heavyweight called Sam Fullenkamp on hand as his bartender and part-time (whenever needed) bouncer and if Meinerding’s was a nice, friendly, fun kind of a bar, Sam made sure it stayed that way.

Although his gargantuan deep-fried pork tenderloin sandwiches were the cuisine de rigueur that Ralph was best known for, he had the art of deep-frying just about anything down pat. In a facetious piece a long time ago, I once joked that “Ralph was the king of fry...Ralph fried mushrooms and fried onions and fried beefsteak potatoes and just about anything else you could fry. Hell, if a fight broke out and the bouncer, Sam Fullencamp, knocked somebody's ear off the side of their head, you had to get it off the counter quick before Ralph breaded it an tossed it into the fryer.”  But the truth is, you would have had to go a long way to find bar food as good as Meinerding’s.

So anyway, although I had misspent huge blocks of my junior high and high school days in a billiard and card saloon called The Brunswick, which was also a famous Wapakoneta institution, that Christmas shopping evening with my sister was the first time I’d ever set foot in Meinerding’s—though my sister and her friends knew it well. That’s one of the Christmases I remember best from my adolescence, because sitting there with my sister, no longer Big Sis and Little Brother, but two almost adult friends, enjoying a draft beer and a bite together a few days before Christmas, there was a kind of realization that this was the first night of the rest of my life and that there lay a youthful future before me to do with what I might. And because that awareness was so powerful, I still have the warm, friendly fragrance of that barroom in my head. I can still taste the ice cold beer with its slightly bitter froth, a taste I’ve tried to recreate in every one of the thousands of beers I’ve guzzled since, but to no avail. Because it wasn’t the flavor of the beer but the flavor of life that I was drinking in. It was a moment of almost perfect happiness.

And so, although I may no longer decorate a Christmas tree, my head and heart are yet still full of the light and joy of the Christmas season, because it’s a time of year that also helps me take stock and realize just how good life has been to me, if for no other reason because I discovered early on that light and joy are precisely what not only Christmas, but also life itself, are all about.

May the Christmas and New Year season bring all of you a sense of joy and gratitude as well, and may this be the first day of one of the best times in your life.

Merry Christmas and happy New Year to you all!    

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monday, December 7, 2020

IMAGINING JOHN LENNON

 

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace, you

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people sharing all the world, you

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one...

        —From “Imagine” by John Lennon—

 

Tomorrow will be the fortieth anniversary of the murder of musician and songwriter John Lennon. For many people of my generation or a little younger, I’m sure that it doesn’t seem that long ago, because Lennon has remained a relevant pop icon throughout the years since his death. Nearly as relevant as he was over the course of his brief but extraordinary life. Perhaps even more so. Every time we hear his name mentioned or hear one of his songs, we remember the surreal and senseless tragedy of his death, but we also celebrate his dual contributions to music and to peace.

Many of us probably even recall where we were when we heard the news. In my own case, it’s not hard. I was in Argentina, where I had been living for seven years by that time. I was working as the general news editor of an English-language daily, the Buenos Aires Herald. We had been through a lot in the four years since a 1976 military coup, whose reign of terror would continue for another three years. We had reported on hundreds of political assassinations, disappearances, torture and abuse. We ourselves were under threat and seen by the government as enemies of the state. And, two years later, we would still have The Falklands War “to look forward to.” And yet, the news of Lennon’s murder left us stunned. We ran it on the front page with a picture of the façade of The Dakota—the nineteenth-century apartment building at Seventy-Second and Central Park West in Manhattan, where John lived with Yoko Ono and their son, Sean, who was five at the time.

The following day I would be turning thirty. John was just a decade older, having been murdered two months after his fortieth birthday. So I easily recalled the very beginning of his musical career, when he and three other lads from Liverpool burst onto the pop scene in perhaps the most surprising phenomenon in the history of popular music—The Beatles.

Typical of my seemingly innate non-conformist attitude toward just about everything, I immediately reacted against the craze known as “Beatlemania”. And the more kids who said, “You don’t like The Beatles? What’s wrong with you, weirdo?” The more I doubled down. Their songs were, I felt, dumb and repetitious. They only seemed to know three chords, E, A and B. And, to my mind, Ringo Starr sucked as a drummer. I had grown to incipient adolescence spending hours listening to my mother’s 78rpm swing, jazz and blues records. That was the music I wanted to play, and the whole Beatles craze was anathema to me.

But while I was learning to play the drums, I got an offer to join a band that a talented little rock and roll guitarist and singer from my town named Dave Emerson was forming. It was an honor to get invited by him. But what about my dreams of being a big band jazz drummer?

I talked it over with my teacher whom I pretty much worshipped. He had played with Red Nichols, Les Brown, Hugo Winterhalter, and with Arturo Toscanini when he was conductor of NBC Symphony Orchestra. I said, “Some guys are offering me a chance to form a rock band with them.”

I thought he would say I shouldn’t waste my time, that rock and roll was crap. Instead, he said, “Good!”

“But I don’t want to play rock and roll,” I said.

“Why not?”

“Because it’s bad music. I want to play the good stuff.”

He said, “Danny, there’s no such thing as bad music. Only bad musicians. Learn to play it all and try to play the very best you know how no matter what it is you’re playing.”

So my sense of guilt about “giving in” to rock was lifted off my shoulders, and I ended up having a great time with that small-town rock band that included, besides Dave as lead singer and lead guitar, rhythm guitarist Steve Combs (with whom I’m still friends), bass-player and all-around nice guy Joe Metzger, who was a little older and drove us to our gigs in an old station-wagon, and keyboard player Ron Raup, who was a classmate and close friend of mine all through grade school and junior high, before he moved away to Chicago with his family. Ron, I should add, is a successful former music industry executive, who is now retired.

Dave was the one who led us all into the Liverpool sound and pushed us to woodshed music by The Beatles and the Rolling Stones as well as an eclectic repertoire of works by other pop artists, from Simon and Garfunkel to Chad Stuart and Jeremy Clyde and from The Mamas and the Papas to The Surfaris. By the time we got Daytripper down pat, with Dave singing the lead wailing the opening phrase on his Rickenbacker hollow-body and Steve and I singing backup, I’d changed my mind about The Beatles. It was fun and it helped me develop the performance chops I would need when, only a few years later, I finally got the chance to play the local area nightclub circuit which had been my original goal.

Of course, like all small-time musicians, I dreamed of one day playing the nightclub and studio scene in New York, LA, Chicago and maybe even Paris. But that dream wasn’t in the cards, even if I did land a few random commercial gigs with some great musicians while I was stationed in Los Angeles with the Seventy-Second Army Band, and a few others in Europe when I was stationed there with the Thirtieth Army Band. But that didn’t keep me from playing with some fantastic combos and big swing bands over the decade that I made a living as a professional musician. And already by the time I graduated to that stage at age barely sixteen, rock and roll and commercial jazz were crossing over and it was next to impossible, unless you were with a Dixieland band, to play a job without its including arrangements of several Beatles tunes.

But it wasn’t just the nightclub circuit where you heard the music of John Lennon and Paul McCartney. Even the very biggest names in swing were diggin’ it, like Buddy Rich’s big band arrangement of Norwegian Wood that blew us jazz types away <https://youtu.be/m2ZDfVSoqoM>. Pete Castricone, who was a musician and arranger with Rich’s band before getting drafted, was with me in the Seventy-Second in LA, so we got to play that one with the stage band, along with other Beatles arrangements that he created. And Rich was by no means the only one. Jazz and blues greats Count Basie, George Benson, Ramsey Lewis <https://youtu.be/ITTtH8i-eTc?list=PLlxVBW6Gu8_GOyLIXd0_SXuNFOK-jnmwx> , McCoy Tyner, Chick Correa, Grant Green, Quincy Jones < https://youtu.be/2QuYBa_LyTo > (despite once calling the lads from Liverpool “the worst musicians in the world”), Ella Fitzgerald and Wes Montgomery, among others, all saw the genius in The Beatles’ body of works and paid tribute to it by adding their own.

Thanks largely to Lennon and McCartney, the Fab Four from Liverpool, who could have proven a flash in the pan, endured because they developed. Using the incredible resources that they were racking up on the back of their initial fame, they didn’t settle for continuing to just “do what worked.” Instead, they delved into different genres and different cultures and progressively created ever more complex yet exceedingly pleasing sounds. They incorporated orchestral accompaniment, East Indian influences, other rhythms and broader instrumentation. And they just plain got better all the time as both musicians and music creators. Songs like Eleanor Rigby <https://youtu.be/HuS5NuXRb5Y?list=RDzhvZazALhyA> Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band, Come Together, With a Little Help from My Friends, Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds and Penny Lane, for instance, crossed over into new territory from the originally simple Beatles hits, not only in terms of their musical richness, but also, frequently, because of the dramatic and sensitive poetry that they enclosed.

But The Beatles were more than a rock band and a pop music phenomenon. They were part and parcel of the cultural sea-change that was the nineteen-sixties: The age of protest, when people massively called for an end to war and for peace to rule the world, when the Flower Children embraced all races and creeds and posited that, beyond everything else, what we shared, and the only thing that could save us from extinction was LOVE. Love of our fellow man and woman, of our nature, of our environment and of our global community.

If The Beatles were iconic in the evolution of pop music, John Lennon was a pop culture icon in his own right. He embodied not only the art and music of those times but also became a personified symbol of the peace movement. That was why his violent death was rendered even more tragic than it otherwise might have been if he had simply been “another rock star.”

After nearly a decade and a half of wild success, the band broke up in 1970. By all accounts, Lennon, who was older and had always been looked up to by the other members of the group, had other things in mind. From then until 1975, he undertook new departures in his music, in partnership with his wife, Yoko Ono. And then in 1975, he decided to take a break to raise his and Yoko’s new-born son, Sean. He hadn’t been the best of fathers to Julian, his other son with former wife Cynthia Powell, and had only recently renewed his relationship with the boy, who was now twelve. Perhaps he simply wanted to do better by Sean. Just before his death in 1980, he and Yoko had come back into the limelight with the release of a new album called Double Fantasy.

It was a copy of that very album that a twenty-five year old fan asked John to sign at around 5pm, on December 8, 1980, as he and Yoko were leaving The Dakota on their way to a recording session. Lennon graciously took the time to give the autograph. There’s even a photograph documenting that moment when John met the fan, Mark David Chapman, face to face.

John and Yoko were brought home from the recording session in a limo at about a quarter to eleven that night. As they got out of the car and started to walk through the archway of The Dakota, a young man stepped out of the shadows, pulled a .38 Special and fired five shots at close range, two of which hit Lennon in the back and another in his shoulder. The shooter was “the fan”, Mark Chapman, who had lain in wait after getting John’s autograph, until the star returned home.

A police cruiser that someone called rushed Lennon to the nearby Roosevelt Hospital ER, but he was declared dead on arrival less than fifteen minutes after the shooting. Perhaps Chapman had saved the sixth round in the revolver for himself, just in case. We’ll probably never know. But he made no attempt to flee the scene. When police arrived, Chapman had moved off to the side and was there reading from a copy of J.D. Salinger’s The Catcher in the Rye. He made no move to resist when officers took him into custody.

Chapman was the typical sick loser who commits this sort of act. He had been a Beatles “fanatic” more than a fan. So he had issues with the band’s break-up (for which he may have blamed John). But he had other axes to grind. He had recently become a born-again Christian and, suddenly, he was ambiguous about his Beatlemania, and particularly about his obsessive admiration for John. In his new evangelical frame of mind, Lennon’s lifestyle was unacceptable as were some of the lyrics to his latest songs, which had utterly incensed Chapman. One song that had crazed him with rage was Lennon’s God:       

God is a concept
By which we measure
Our pain
I'll say it again

God is a concept
By which we measure
Our pain

I don't believe in magic
I don't believe in I-Ching
I don't believe in Bible
I don't believe in tarot
I don't believe in Hitler
I don't believe in Jesus
I don't believe in Kennedy
I don't believe in Buddha
I don't believe in mantra
I don't believe in Gita
I don't believe in yoga
I don't believe in kings
I don't believe in Elvis
I don't believe in Zimmerman
I don't believe in Beatles
I just believe in me
Yoko and me
And that's reality...

Another source of his outrage was perhaps the most famous of any of Lennon’s songs, Imagine, which preaches the universality, the brother and sisterhood of Humankind, over and above country, religion culture or creed—“the world as one”. For a paranoid personality like Chapman’s, that saw enemies everywhere, a call to “love thy neighbor”, no matter who that neighbor might be, may well have been beyond his understanding and made Lennon the enemy, a former hero who was now betraying him with his multiple foes.

It has been suggested in movie lore and elsewhere that The Catcher in the Rye is a book flagged by law enforcement when seeking to discover and arrest magnicidal assassins and serial killers—an idea that must have appalled the book’s ever quiet, reclusive and peace-loving author, J.D. Salinger, who died in 2010. But there’s just something about the book’s troubled adolescent main character and narrator, Holden Caulfield, that would appear to speak to the wildly skewed sense of injustice that such felons seem to feel. Perhaps it is that Holden’s naked, cynical frankness sparks a sense of identification in them, in the same way that they might interpret (or misinterpret) any passage of the Bible to justify their crimes. Holden has an almost endearing innocence about him, but is, at the same time, openly resentful and distrusting of the adult world. His almost violent revulsion and keen nose for what he calls “phonies” is, perhaps, the Salinger character’s most emblematic trait, and translates as his unforgiving rejection of hypocrisy. And this is what would appear to appeal to psychotic criminal personalities who view themselves as crusaders against anything that clashes with their highly limited and prejudiced world view. Chapman indicated to investigators that the book was his “manifesto”. He is even reported to have considered having his name legally changed to Holden Caulfield.

Whatever the case may be—and much to Salinger’s chagrin, I’m sure—Chapman, although the most notorious, wasn’t the only killer who had an apparent weakness for The Catcher in the Rye. After John Hinckley Jr. shot and tried to kill President Ronald Reagan in 1981, investigators found a copy of the book in his motel room. And when Robert John Bardo murdered actress and model Rebecca Schaeffer, he was carrying a copy of the novel with him.

Originally from Decatur, Georgia, Chapman had been working as a security guard in Hawaii prior to murdering Lennon. It seems probable that he went to New York specifically for the purpose of murdering Lennon since it was no random whim. He had been planning it for weeks. But it wasn’t the only magnicide he had in mind. Investigators alleged that he was also planning on killing Paul McCartney, and Tonight Show host Johnny Carson, as well as President Reagan. This last had an apparent link to Hinckley’s attempt on Reagan’s life, since he would later admit that he had tried to kill the president to impress actress Jodie Foster, with whom he was obsessed, but also that he had been inspired by Chapman.


Chapman’s defense was to be innocent by reason of insanity, but the court didn’t allow it. He later pleaded guilty and was instead sentenced to twenty years to life on a second-degree murder charge with the stipulation that he would undergo psychiatric treatment while incarcerated. Although he would have been eligible for parole in 2000, his release from prison has been denied eleven times in the twenty years since then.

Often criticized for having a “naïve” global view for constantly preaching world peace, John Lennon’s philosophy was clearly based on a concept contained in every major religion and philosophy: Do toward others as you would have them do toward you. Rather than naïve, that approach is basic and places the individual above any and all other orders and authorities in society. He was saying, above all else, it all starts with you. It all starts with me. And let’s each approach the other in peace.

Or as John said in Give Peace a Chance:

Ev'rybody's talking 'bout
Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism
This-ism, that-ism, is-m, is-m, is-m

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Hit it
C'mon, ev'rybody's talking about
Ministers, sinisters, banisters and canisters
Bishops and Fishops and Rabbis and Popeyes and bye-bye, bye-byes

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Let me tell you now
Ev'rybody's talking 'bout
Revolution, evolution, masturbation, flagellation, regulation, integrations
Meditations, United Nations, congratulations

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance

Ev'rybody's talking 'bout
John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary, Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy Cooper
Derek Taylor, Norman Mailer, Alan Ginsberg, Hare Krishna, Hare, Hare Krishna

All we are saying is give peace a chance
All we are saying is give peace a chance...


In a recent BBC interview a long-time friend of Lennon’s said that John was a complicated character. That he admitted having a quick temper, having been abusive to some of the women in his life, of being jealous and petty. He realized, in other words, that he was a flawed human being like all the rest of us. But the valuable message that he tried to bring to the world throughout the latter part of his career and life was that there is no higher authority, no higher spirit than our own. Each of us, he felt, should stop trying to live up to some “higher standard”. We should make the highest standard our own and place it at the service of others. In short, what John Lennon was trying to tell us through his music and his activism was that we should just be ourselves. More concretely, it’s simple: Just be you...but try to be a better you.

“Love is all you need.” And that, perhaps, more than anything else, is his legacy to an adoring world.   

 

Sunday, November 22, 2020

INK IN MY VEINS


I think I was about nine when I visited a newspaper office for the first time. It was the editorial department of the Wapakoneta Daily News, my hometown paper. I can’t recall the occasion, but I clearly remember the scene—a small office bay crammed with standard desks. It was an off-hour when one shift was over and the new one had not yet begun. The desk-tops were littered with notes and typed sheets as well as paper cups stained with black coffee, some still half-full, the coffee gone cold and oily. There were ashtrays jammed with butts on some desks. Utilitarian manual typewriters were the centerpieces of each work post, some with pages still in the roll. Windows at the back let in slats of light through Venetian blinds, and the stagnant coffee and stale tobacco combined with the all-pervasive and pungent smell of printer’s ink to create what was, for me, a fragrance more delightful than that of any fine Parisian parfum. It was instinctive. A very clear thought that this was where I wanted to be.

On assignment with Argentina's Coast Guard, 1987

Even before I started delivering newspapers when I was twelve, I had been reading them for several years—the WDN and the Sunday edition of The Lima News, published in the nearby industrial city of Lima, Ohio. I was also delighted when our teachers introduced the Weekly Reader into our school curriculum as a current events aid to our social studies courses. This was a news magazine for children in glossy newspaper-like format—an Ohio invention, as it turns out—designed to open a window to the world for kids through compelling stories developed for a variety of age groups.

I eventually would read the papers that I delivered—first the Dayton Journal Herald, and later, The Lima News. On Sundays I was treated to the weekend editions of some of Midwestern America’s most traditional dailies—The Toledo Blade (for which, as fate would have it, I would write op-eds about South America for a couple of years in the 1980s), The Columbus Dispatch, and the Chicago Tribune among others—as a member of a motley crew of newsboys working for Russell McLean, who owned Wapakoneta’s only newsstand (which, because of its unique nature in town, was called just that, The Newsstand). I would read a few pages while stuffing supplements in the backroom of The Newsstand before starting my Sunday route, and finish my perusal of this paper or that sitting on the porch steps of one or another of my customers’ houses, when I knew the family to be away at church.

My interest was piqued still further by the fact that, from the time I was nine until I was twelve, we lived on the west end of Wapakoneta’s main drag, Auglaize Street, and our big old turn-of-the-century house in the seven hundred block was cattycorner across from another large house from about the same period, half of which was rented by the then-managing editor of the Wapakoneta Daily News, Mr. Summers. His daughter Mitzy was friends with my sister Darla, so if I accompanied Darla across the street to see her friend, I might see Mr. Summers coming or going (he always seemed to be working). But although I wanted to be able to corner him and ask him what it was like to earn a living writing and reporting, I was too shy to ask—a problem I would have to overcome even as an adult when I actually got my first job in big-city journalism. And Mr. Summers was, himself, a quiet, rather taciturn man who limited his response to a perfunctory greeting whenever I waved and said, “Hi, Mister Summers!” Plus the fact that Mitzy mostly came over to our house rather than the other way around.

Despite my shyness, it wouldn’t have been above me to make friends with older people. Already from a very young age, I had gathered a collection of friends from my grandparents’ and great-grandparents’ era, like a septuagenarian couple called John and Pearl who had moved to town but still lived a country lifestyle in their little house across from the place where we had lived before moving to West Auglaize Street, or an elderly retired justice of the peace whom everyone knew as Judge Kent, or another lady in that neighborhood whose name was Bonnie, and who, so I thought, was as beautiful as movie actress Loretta Young and just as distinguished. They were all adults with whom I could while away hours asking endless questions and listening to their anecdotes of other times, since I was always a sucker for a good story, which made me a natural for writing and reporting.

But when, delighted by her drawling Southern accent, I once got “talky” with Mrs. Summers on the phone when she called to talk to my mother about something and I thought maybe that would give me an in with the editor, she later asked my sister who the yackety person was whom she’d gotten on the phone when she called.

“My little brother Danny,” Darla told her.

“Brother?” she said to my sister. “Huh, he sounds like a little girl with mush in her mouth!”

So scratch that contact. However, I did end up inheriting a typewriter from Mr. Summers. What the circumstances were, I have no idea, but my mother, Reba Mae, who was a really deft typist and perhaps wanted to practice so as not to lose her skill, bought a used Smith Corona portable that Mr. Summers was selling for five dollars, and I almost immediately commandeered it to write stories on. I was still using that bulky “portable” typewriter in high school and my first and only year at Ohio State before I joined the Army and, only after Basic Combat Training, bought myself a more modern Olivetti because I needed a much more portable-portable to drag around the States and Europe with me.

From the outset, I was a news junky. From that tender age, when we lived on Auglaize Street, I was already hooked not only on papers and magazines but also on TV news. My two TV news heroes of those times were Edward R. Murrow and Walter Cronkite, both of CBS Television. Although most of us never knew it, my two idols—and those of just about every other would-be newsman—were also bitter rivals for most of their lives.

Murrow already had a reputation as the unofficial “dean of American newsmen” by the time he reached television due to his high profile as a war correspondent during World War II. His first glimpse at fame was largely a fluke since until the outbreak of war, he was not on-air personnel. His job at the time was to develop contacts for the CBS Radio news division that was trying to expand its influence in competition with NBC. He had been doing this job since 1937, when, in March of 1938, Adolf Hitler led Nazi Germany’s annexation of his native Austria.

Edward R. Murrow during World War II
Murrow had by that time hired a reporter, William Shirer, who would be the first of a group of newsmen dubbed “the Murrow Boys” to develop CBS coverage in Europe. Shirer was in Austria but the Nazis were censoring any information being reported through state radio facilities, so Murrow sent him to London where he was able to report on what he had seen. Shirer also received news from other reporters in Austria and read their stories over the airwaves from London in an innovative pool type operation.

In the meantime, Murrow chartered a plane on CBS’s dime and traveled from Warsaw, where he had been working, to Vienna and there found a way using short-wave technology to make a live broadcast. In a style that was novel for its day and immediately popular, Murrow’s first lines from Vienna were: “It’s now nearly two-thirty in the morning, and Herr Hitler has not yet arrived.”

From that point on, and based in London, Murrow, Shirer and the rest of the Murrow Boys newsmen would provide some of the most dramatic coverage of the major events of World War II. Murrow would begin his broadcasts with, “This...is London...” and ended them with what was to become his signature sign-off, “Good night, and good luck,” something Londoners often said to each other in the days of Hitler’s blitzkrieg on that city, since with constant bombings they never knew if they would see each other again once they parted.

Pulitzer Prize-winner Marguerite Higgins
As an aside, let me just say that I use the term “newsman” advisedly. Like in just about every other field, women would have to strive harder than any man before them to make their mark in hard-news journalism. In TV news, they would have to wait decades for professionals like Susan Stamberg, Jessica Savitch, Barbara Walters, Leslie Stahl and Katie Couric to smash through the glass ceiling of what was basically a boys’ club up until then. And while women war correspondents like Pulitzer laureate Marguerite Higgins—who reported authoritatively on World War II, the Korean War and Vietnam—or Martha Gellhorn rank among some of the most courageous, professional and incisive of writers on twentieth-century wars, one is hard-put to find a list of Greatest American War Correspondents that includes them. Indeed, Gellhorn is much better known for her tempestuous five-year marriage to novelist Ernest Hemingway than for having covered virtually every major world conflict that took place during her sixty-year writing career. Hemingway, meanwhile, had no problem creating a veritable legend around his stints as a correspondent during the Spanish Civil War, or during World War II, which, by all accounts, Gellhorn shamed him into covering.

But when I was fantasizing about my future as a writer growing up, those who reached national stardom were indeed “newsmen” and while “journalist” would have been a far more politically correct and inclusive a term, those who ran the show still clung to Mark Twain’s alleged dictum that “a journalist is a newspaperman who’s out of work.”

Veteran war correspondent Martha Gellhorn

Walter Cronkite also first made his name as a World War II correspondent. Not, however, in broadcast journalism. He was a writer—a fact that shone through when he later wrote the scripts for his documentary programs, You Are There and The Twentieth Century. Throughout the war he was a correspondent for United Press International (UPI). And it was during this time that he and Murrow had their falling out.

It seems that Murrow had become aware of Cronkite’s extraordinary skill as a reporter and craft as a writer and decided to try and recruit him for the Murrow Boys. He offered Cronkite considerably more money than he was earning at UPI and, at first, the reporter agreed to join the CBS team. But the UPI management wasn’t willing to give up a reporter of Cronkite’s talent and stature without a fight. They offered him a raise, not equivalent to the CBS offer but apparently the best that a news agency could do, and Cronkite, a writer at heart, backed out of the deal with Murrow and decided to stay at United Press. Murrow never forgave him for it. Even less so when, after the war, Cronkite finally came into the CBS fold and became Murrow’s rival for the top billing among the network’s viewers. Their clashes are legendary among broadcast historians.

Nevertheless, both men had similar reputations and styles—paragons of truth, ethics and right-mindedness. Although I was quite young, I remember watching Murrow’s deadpan yet drama-charged editorials and his grave delivery. It was radio-turned-television, austere, honest, bereft of props. Unfortunately, by the time I was old enough to understand the issues he talked about, Murrow’s See It Now show was already suffering from slipping ratings as TV turned to entertainment over information in the post-war years and a quiz show called The Sixty-Four Thousand  Dollar Question started knocking his prime time slot for a loop.

Murrow in the fifties.

But I never missed documentary re-runs of his best reporting and found him the quintessential newsman. As soon as I was old enough to understand the phenomenon of McCarthyism, I gained even greater respect for Murrow, since, at a time when everyone in the media was terrified of being touched by the “red scare” and being branded a “communist” by the then-all-powerful Un-American Activities Committee, Murrow did what was right and systematically opposed political and ideological persecution as being against everything that the United States stood for.

Although many brave people took a stand against Senator Joseph McCarthy and his political witch-hunt that ruined the lives of so many Americans, and particularly of those in the arts, no one did it more effectively than Edward R. Murrow. He hammered away at the topic and at McCarthy until he was able to swing the tide of American sentiment from an unreasonable degree of fear of a “communist takeover” toward an even greater and entirely logical fear of the loss of civil liberties in the face of Orwellian state intervention in people’s right to freedom of conscience and expression. Murrow saw it for what it was—a modern-day version of the Salem witch trials. And he had the moral authority to take McCarthy down.

When I was about ten, Murrow resigned from CBS. I didn’t know it then, but President Kennedy offered him a job that he considered “a timely gift”. This was in January of 1961, as soon as JFK took office and the post was as the head of the United States Information Agency (USIA), which would later be renamed the United States Information Service (USIS). Kennedy had first offered the job to the president of CBS, Frank Stanton. Stanton turned it down and suggested the president offer the post to Murrow. In the Cold War era, it was a smart suggestion and a smart move to have a tried and tested newsman at the head of the agency instead of a corporate executive, and may well have been the difference between having a government news agency that was really about news gathering and having one that was merely an American version of the Soviet Union’s Tass, which at the time served merely as a propaganda mill.

The USIA had gotten a bad reputation during the McCarthy era of persecution and false patriotism, and Murrow was seen as a breath of fresh air to get it back on track. To show that he knew why he was there, one of the first things he did was to re-hire veteran journalist and writer Reed Harris, who had been sacked during the McCarthyite purges.  His passage through the USIA was clearly transformational and long-lasting. His “regal” reputation in the world of journalism additionally gave the agency a higher profile and garnered it more government funding for improved coverage.

But Murrow’s stay was short-lived if durably influential. A chain-smoker who had averaged three packs a day throughout his career, he was already suffering the symptoms of lung cancer, and although Lyndon Johnson asked him to stay on at the agency following JFK’s assassination, he was already too ill to continue, resigning in 1964 and dying in 1965, two days after his fifty-seventh birthday.

I had the good fortune to work on several occasions as a special correspondent for the now-defunct USIS in the late nineteen-eighties and early nineties. The influence of Murrow and other news professionals who followed him was still in evidence. When I was first approached about an assignment, it was by Andrew Lluberes, who accumulated a four-decade long career in state communications under presidents from Ronald Reagan to Barack Obama. But despite his long government service, Andrew was more newsman than bureaucrat and it showed in his treatment of the reporters who worked for him.

Lluberes said that I had come highly recommended by a former boss, the award-winning journalist and editor, Robert Cox. He understood that I’d left my post as managing editor of the Buenos Aires Herald and was now free-lancing. Would I be interested in doing some work in South America for the USIS? I told him that I appreciated the call but that I didn’t do government work. A guy who was nothing if not straight-forward—he began the conversation by asking if Cox “had taught me to drink”, to which I answered that, after three years in the Army, I had come to Cox with an already well-developed elbow—Lluberes asked me why the hell not? 

“Because I’m a newsman, not a government agent,” I said.

“Dan,” he said, “take my word for it. It’s just like working for any other news agency.”

I was dubious. “You mean, if I write a story that might put the country or the administration in a bad light, you guys won’t censor it?”

“As long as you’ve got your facts straight and are doing the assignment we sent you to do, your story will stand. We don’t do censorship,” he said.

The per diem rate that the agency paid was better than any private media firm had ever offered me for free-lance reporting, so I decided to believe him. It was good money. Mostly it was very straightforward reporting: a press conference by some US dignitary in Buenos Aires, an inter-American drug-enforcement conference in Montevideo hosted by the president of Uruguay, and so on. It was only on my last assignment for the USIS that I got to test what Lluberes had told me. At an international conference of defense ministers, held in 1994 at a luxury hotel, just across the lake from the home I had just moved into in Patagonia, I asked US Defense Secretary William Perry about news that had recently broken regarding a chapter on torture—and how to perform it—that was included in a training manual at the country’s military School of the Americas. This facility was already known in South America as “dictator school” since many of the leaders of coups in the region had, at one time or another, trained there.

Perry was taken by surprise, especially since the question came from a conference-accredited USIS correspondent. He said that he had only recently heard reports about this and that the matter was being investigated. (Subsequently, both the manual and the training program were revamped under the Clinton administration). I wrote a terse, facts-only news story, quoting Perry and detailing the nature of the controversy, and submitted it, figuring that it would never go on the wire. I was wrong. Just as Lluberes had promised, the story ran. And the only reason that it was my last reporting assignment for the agency was because Lluberes was tapped to run its radio operations at Voice of America, and no longer was assignment editor for the print division.

Walter Cronkite as UPI war reporter
Unlike Murrow, who, for my generation, was a legend from the past, Walter Cronkite was a household word, and a guest in our home throughout my childhood and youth. After his stint at UPI as one of America’s top reporters on World War II, Cronkite had all the credentials he needed to land a major post at CBS. He had made a name during the war by delivering some of the most trenchant copy available on Operation Torch on the Northern Africa front. He was one of only eight war correspondents chosen to fly on bombing raids over Germany with the US Army Air Corps. He boarded a glider to land with the 101st Airborne during Operation Market Garden launched in The Netherlands and also covered the history-making Battle of the Bulge. Following the war, he continued working for UPI, first covering the Nuremberg Trials of Nazi war criminals and later serving as the agency’s bureau chief in Moscow.

His career at CBS began in 1950, when he took a job reporting for the network’s affiliate TV station in Washington DC. From 1951 to 1961, he anchored a fifteen-minute Sunday night newscast that followed the wildly popular quiz show, What’s My Line, hosted by John Charles Daly.

But already in 1952, his face and voice were connected with major US events. He anchored coverage of the 1952 presidential election for CBS. And he handled election coverage for the network for the next decade. In the 1964 elections, CBS decided to try some new faces and handed coverage over to a team formed by Roger Mudd and Robert Trout, but ratings proved it to be an error of judgment. People trusted Cronkite and he was once again the iconic face of CBS coverage for many elections to come.

I vaguely recall—just flashes of scratchy black and white images—some episodes of Cronkite’s You Are There, which ran until 1957, when I turned eight. And I remember how at the end, he would always say, “What sort of day was it? A day like all days, filled with those events that alter and illuminate our times ... and you were there.” But that’s about it. What I recall much better was his Sunday evening program called The Twentieth Century. It was an historical series made up almost entirely of documentary film footage with Cronkite scripting and narrating the stories. It was a hit for nearly a decade, and I tried never to miss it, unless it meant fighting Whitie for control of the TV because he was watching some sporting event. If Jim Brown was Whitie’s favorite quarterback, Cronkite was mine, but the TV belonged to the ol’ man.

Over the years from the fifties to the eighties, it was Cronkite’s voice that announced major historical events to a majority of Americans. He anchored the first trans-Atlantic broadcast that hosted a collage of video images from the US and countries throughout Europe. He reported on the first manned flights to outer space from Cape Canaveral Florida. We Ohioans listened to him to know how our state’s native son John Glenn had faired when he became the first astronaut to orbit Earth. And we Wapakonetans were glued to the TV screen as Cronkite covered our hometown boy Neil Armstrong’s first step on the surface of the moon.

Cronkite announces JFK's death
When President Kennedy was assassinated, it was Walter Cronkite who told us that he had been shot in Dallas, and he too who broke the news that Texas Governor John Connally had also been wounded. And when the president was pronounced dead, it was Cronkite who, in his clear, authoritative voice broke the news, before stopping, swallowing hard, wiping his eyes and only then putting his glasses back on and continuing with his ever-detailed and professional reporting. It was in his clear and distinctive voice too that we learned that Martin Luther King and Bobby Kennedy had also been felled by assassins’ bullets. He added nothing new to the extraordinary reporting in Washington Post and New York Times coverage of the Watergate scandal that led to President Nixon’s resignation, but Cronkite pulled all of the reports together, boiled them down and made sense of them for Americans who depended on prime time news for their understanding of current events. But perhaps the hardest truth ever for the US also came from Walter Cronkite’s lips, when, after traveling to Vietnam himself and finding a very different story there than the one the government was trying to sell us, he returned home and told Americans on nationwide television that the war was unwinnable and that perhaps it was time to bring American boys home.

Cronkite reporting from Vietnam
I had a local hero as well, Don Wayne of Dayton’s WHIO TV. WHIO was owned by the Cox media empire, begun by James M. Cox, owner of the Dayton Daily News and WHIO Radio, who governed Ohio in the early part of the twentieth century. Cox also famously ran for president in 1920 with Franklin D. Roosevelt as his vice-presidential running mate. He lost to fellow newspaperman and Ohioan Warren G. Harding of Marion.

Wayne was a former dance band drummer who had later become a WHIO Radio personality. When James Cox Jr. (son of the former Ohio governor) first opened WHIO TV in 1949, his news team was headed up by an anchor who insisted on reading the news with a pipe in his mouth, thinking, perhaps, that, like Murrow’s ever-present Camel cigarette, this prop was his trademark. The management told him that viewers were having trouble understanding him and that he would have to lose the pipe during newscasts. The anchor refused and Cox fired him and his team. Don Wayne’s increasingly popular radio personality made him a shoo-in.

So at the turn of the decade, Wayne found himself being the “entire team” at WHIO TV News, Dayton. And he would continue to be the sole representative of the TV station’s news department for nearly a decade. Like all newsmen of old, Wayne wasn’t a “news reader” but a jack of all news trades, reporting, writing and delivering the news to his audience.

Don Wayne on WHIO Radio
As it turned out, he was a natural, and quickly became a newsman that locals trusted. He was, furthermore, a TV pioneer in Ohio since, when he took over the news anchor’s spot at WHIO, there were hardly more than four thousand TV sets in the Dayton area and surrounding counties. Fortunately, in TV culture, Whitie, my dad, was also a pioneer and had one of the first sets in town. I never remember a time when we didn’t have TV news, since I was born the same year that WHIO began transmitting, and Whitie already had a television set by then.

Cheryl McHenry, who would years later be part of the WHIO news team—by then well-established under Wayne’s leadership—once said that Don Wayne’s voice was “equal to Cronkite’s” in the minds of local viewers. “Just the way he carried himself, there was something very reassuring while being very credible,” McHenry said. “He asked questions when he felt something wasn’t clear and he wanted to make sure his delivery was clear.” Wayne’s pioneering honesty and straight-forward delivery helped mold WHIO’s news team into one of the most respected in the state and the region.

I remember when I was about ten or eleven my father coming home from work at the Teddy Bear restaurant that he and two of his brothers owned and saying, “You’ll never guess who came in for lunch today. Don Wayne!”

We couldn’t have been more surprised if he had said Humphrey Bogart or John Wayne. It was as if he had served lunch to royalty, and I was upset that I hadn’t been there to witness it and was only getting the story second-hand.

Wayne was WHIO’s news department until 1958, when the station started building a full news team. Wayne was first accompanied by Chuck Upthegrove, with whom he covered not only local stories but also traveled to Europe and Vietnam on special assignments. Upthegrove became another veteran of the WHIO team, remaining at the station for thirty-eight years.

Don Wayne (left) hosting a visit from Cronkite

For two years, Don Wayne was accompanied on the WHIO news desk by Phil Donahue, who would later go on to boast a long career as one of network television’s most popular daytime TV talk show hosts. Wayne retired in 1988 after nearly forty years as the face and voice of WHIO News.

Over the long years of my own career as a journalist and writer, in which I’ve had the honor of writing for some major US and British publications and reporting for national network radios in both countries as well, the lessons that these and other great newspeople have shared by their example have helped me to forge my own code of ethics and my own democratic principles. They’ve imbued me with an insistence on putting facts before “beliefs” and the story as it is above the story as I might rather it would be. Thanks to them, and to other great journalists that I’ve met along the way, doing the right thing as a news professional has never been hard. You either do what’s right in describing current events to your readership or audience, or you find something else to do with your life.

In a broadcast that was to prove the death knell for the McCarthy era, Edward R. Murrow left Americans with this thought:

 “We can deny our heritage and our history, but we cannot escape responsibility for the result. There is no way for a citizen of a republic to abdicate his responsibilities. As a nation we have come into our full inheritance at a tender age. We proclaim ourselves, as indeed we are, the defenders of freedom, wherever it continues to exist in the world, but we cannot defend freedom abroad by deserting it at home.”

That was his credo, and as a journalist and writer, I’ve always made it my own.

Never has that been truer than it is today.